Wednesday, 17 October 2018

Book II - Ambush along the Trail



Chronicle of Cadan Dalmas, Knight

Book II

 Ambush along the Trail



               The analogy is ancient and lost in time: life is a game of chess and we mortals merely pieces stepping from square to square, from light of day to dark of night. Often confused, usually uncertain; making the best play we can with the chance we have. For even the poorest peasant living can claim a certain riches over every renowned emperor of past Ages.  Simply to be breathing is wealth of a kind no matter how humble our station. And if we are merely pieces on the board of life at least we each remain the heroes of our own story.  Providing we bear that other old adage in mind:  "count no man happy until he's dead, for at best he's only fortunate."



Within a month we resumed our own journey. The unforeseen delay had proved most serendipitous. Not only had we gained time to master further disciplines, my wise Master, ArchonTheramenes, could make his own next move on the board. The lost Mine of Phandelver went back to the dark five centuries ago, the Forge of Lazair Glas  has been a legend for all our lifetimes.  Few rulers can now boast they wear a cuirass or wield a blade from Phandelver, the last relics which still survive are prized over their weight in diamonds.  The blades have edges unsullied by the years, the armour remains whole despite enduring battle time and again.  It is little wonder ruined Phandelver has never been forgotten and no marvel so many brave parties have walked the wild lands with hope and expectation. Many have sought the lost Mines, few have returned.  I now understand why our own Quest has waited until this day.  Some meetings are more than mere accident.



 We were now approached by a Dwarven adventurer claiming to have found the very place we sought! This Gundren Stonefoot showed signed and sealed letters from my Order otherwise I would have suspected some trap. Even so, neither his story nor his manner filled me with confidence, Gundren spoke of a map but would not show it; he swore lost Phandelver had been located but would not say just where. Not even Dain Rocksmiter could encourage him to trust us more fully.



For this Dwarven stranger sought more than mere wealth.  Descendents of the original miners, Gundren Stonefoot and his two brothers were determined to reclaim their rightful heritage. After many years of searching, Gundren would not be more precise, he swore they had stumbled across an entrance to abandoned Phandelver, once ancestral home of their proud clan, now a forbidding cave hidden by a cloak of trees where the forest grew thickest and the air is dark even at midday. Their great grandfathers' legacy lay before them, but Gundren knew they lacked the strength to reclaim those winding tunnels and galleries alone.  The dwarves had wisely not yet entered the mine but his younger brothers waited hidden in the wilderness for Gundren to return with supplies and aid.  They could not wait for long.


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Many honourable Dwarven clans have suffered a calamity, many are now scattered and dispersed, scratching a living from their skill with metal and stone.  It would take too long to assemble a purely Dwarven expedition, so Gundren Stonefoot approached my Order for assistance. The wealth and power of Phandelver was at stake, these dwarves wanted aid  they could trust.  Fellow adventurers are easy enough to find in any tavern but not all chance-met comrades can be relied upon especially when the fabled wealth of Phandelver lies for the claiming.  The Paladins of Athene have earned their honourable name through toil and service, blood and grief; whether in victory or defeat; we have no Oathbreakers here!



Our High Council clearly saw the need for this Quest but there are many whispers of lost Phandelver and the Order of Athene is not wealthy enough to despatch whole troops of lances and men-at-arms to every rumour. Our venture might still prove nothing more than a chase for wild swans. Better instead to send one young Knight to investigate and report, a novice still to swear his final Oath of Devotion, a warrior who does not draw attention, a man expendable if necessary. Theramenes weighed all, considered carefully, and set his new piece upon the playing board.  I  had my orders. The weight of this venture rests heavy as plated mail upon my shoulders.  I only ask I may prove worthy when my Testing comes.



               So now a laden ox cart only awaited an escort.  Gundren was more than happy to entrust these precious supplies of provisions, lamp oil, ale and mining gear to our party while he rode ahead with his body guard, a swordsman of mature age and obvious experience a man who bore his armour lightly despite his years.   This Sildar Hallwinter  shared our own misgivings, suggesting instead we travel as one party but Gundren could not abide any further delay.  His brothers remained out in the wilds, exposed to obvious dangers without support. We had our instructions; we would rendezvous in the town of Phandalin in six days time.  I tried again to reason with him, both Dain and Sildar offered sound arguments too, but stiff necked Gundren Stonefoot remained as adamant as dragon's scales. He dismissed every doubt we raised,  every alternative we offered.  Our two new allies began down the Triboar trail at a brisk canter.  Our own transport waited before the inn.

                

               The two wheeled cart had seen hard service but we were satisfied the wheels and axle were sound and the harness seemed in fair condition. The black ox in the traces appeared less enthusiastic at being dragged from his peaceful pen. I can fairly call myself a fair horseman, but I have little if any experience with draft animals. I wondered whether we should hire a carter to actually drive the ox but I was forgetting two of my companions have this ability to speak with beasts both tame and wild.  I was grateful when Buddynock assured me  Flëck the Ox was in good health and ready for the road, but as our Gnome was finishing his third flask of mead already that morning, I felt glad wise Dain Rocksmiter could give me the same confirmation. (*)  



(*) Flëck the Ox seemed pleased to be consulted but curious as to when exactly Buddynock could ”honestly fit him up with a whole field of cows no bull”  ....  I simply refused to be drawn into any discussion!



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               Dain had used his share of our spoils to exchange his scale mail for a stout chain hauberk and buy a powerful crossbow. I was content simply to purchase three javelins and two vials of Holy Water while Buddynock replaced his ruined hide armour with a cured leather aketon set with  ironwood studs.  A sound choice that no one could fault, but that was not Buddynock's only decision. This village blacksmith is most definitely a man of skill and ingenuity able to satisfy the wishes of even demanding customers. Alas! (*)




    Our Druid has now fitted his wooden bucket with three swivelling  iron wheels.  


                                              I chose to say nothing.   
                                             In reality, I suppose there is simply nothing I can think to say.




               "He has a name you know!"  Buddynock Rubyrubb said with some feeling. "If I can remember it I don't see why no one else can!"



               "You needed the wheels?"  asked Dain, whose expression could most kindly be described as 'thoughtful.'  "You really  needed them?"



               "I have plans!" beamed Buddnock, rubbing a fleck of rust from his bucket's iron bands.



               "Really?"  I heard myself say, trying hard not to catch Dain's eye.



               "Just you wait and see."  Our Druid spoke with such pride.  "I have all the plans somewhere.  All sketched out neatly.  Just wait a moment, they were here in my pack under the ...".



               "Oh is that someone waving at us?" I said with speed.  "That elf over by the door?"



               Wheeled buckets aside, though probably not far enough for Dain Rocksmiter, there had been one unforeseen change to our marching order. Despite our hopes young Neave Gemstone was still detained with her tutor. She agreed to meet us in Phandalin as soon as chance permitted, travelling with one of the regular logging convoys down the Triboar trail.  Neave would be safer in their company and any group of travellers welcomes a wizard's assistance out in the Wilds.   We simply  looked forward to the day brave Neave could rejoin us for her absence left a grievous gap in our ranks.  No adventurers ever forget a trusted comrade who fought at their side come what may.  



(*)    Buddynock has eventually stopped inking lines to connect the studs of his new amour  into "traditional designs of mystic energy and power celebrating the cycle of nature - honest!"  I am not certain if our Gnome's decision acknowledged our own earnest wishes or  his sudden realisation the straitlaced tavern landlord was now refusing to serve him.


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               Little in life ever stands still. To our relief another young Elf was able to join our Party. At first glance Celmar seemed little different to our dear Wizard Neave, even to her pale purple robes, curved short bow and heavy staff, yes at first glance I could not mark anything out of the ordinary but then Dain Rocksmiter whispered close to my ear:  "look, no spell book!"  (*)   Now I looked again and far more closely than before. I tried in all politeness not to stare, but even so...



               I had never  met a Sorceress before, a magic user who follows no School of Wizardry, but a spell-caster channelling the raw forces of existence itself!  Strange unfamiliar powers which care nothing for order and system, untamed magic fierce and wild, an arcane skill few try to wield and fewer still ever master.   I was surely not the only person uneasy at welcoming a Sorcerer within our ranks, for without law we are nothing and sorcery is chaos in its wildest form. Yet young Celmar presented us with papers of proof; she had the backing of both Archon Theramenes and the High Cleric of Dain's own Order. The Quest was urgent, the odds against us were great, the decision had already been made. Celmar the Elven Sorceress  was expected. This was a strange day indeed.



               Yet on careful reflection, surely my doubts did young Celmar an injustice. Any force can be used for Good or Evil: that fatal potential rests within all of us.  Not every Paladin cleaves to their Oaths; nobody under the Moon or Sun can assume they are perfection.  I sensed a wild, wilful spirit in Celmar but no cruelty or malice. Our road would be long, the perils many and we would need all the aid we could find. Despite our natural concerns I  trust we made this Celmar welcome. (**)



               Now at last we could retrace our journey along the winding Triboar trail, ever conscious of the dense forests pressing closely upon the road on either side. We took turns driving the heavily laden wagon but there was still space for one of us to ride inside while Sisyphos the mule trotted behind on his rein. Considering the ceaseless jolting of the iron wheel rims and the shrill squealing of the axle it proved more restful to trust to our own feet and march, but at least at night we felt better protected, sleeping with the wooden wagon bed against our backs. We passed the deserted way station we had defended so desperately against the Grimlocks and poor Hrove's lonely grave, I am glad we paused a moment to remember our lost comrades, and then that point we first encountered those fleeing foresters, brave Hlin and Thoradin. From then the trail was new to us. Maybe a skilled ranger could have picked out the hoof prints left by Gundren Stonefoot and Sildar Hallwinter along the path, but we saw no sign they had ever passed this way, indeed, save for the small woodland beasts and birds sometimes staring from the forest we could have been the last creatures alive in all the world. Yes, we were glad to sleep with our backs against that wagon. 




(*)         We both sitting down at the time

(**)     Despite our tactful questions our Forest Gnome Buddynock remains evasive on whether his own Gathering of Druids has much formal hierarchy. Much as I recognise his wit and his dextrous valour, I struggle to envisage Buddynock Rubyrubb paying much obedience to any order at all. His remains ferociously resolute in his defence of all living entities, be they birds, beasts big and small, bushes, waters or trees,  (***),  but his main oath seems never to pass by a tavern without testing every ale and mead they offer at least twice. More if anyone else happens to be paying.   

(***)    "excluding  overgrown insects with mandibles to make a mad manticore think twice!" added Buddynock. 



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               It was now an hour before noon on the fourth day.  The road ahead ran between marshland on either side then curved out of sight to the east. Steep sided knolls thick with trees hid the view.  Anyone seeking to waylay travellers could scarcely wish for a better site and we were clearly not the first travellers to try this route. One day, after I at last have money to afford a fine set of plate armour and a visored helm, I will finally buy myself a spyglass.  We could see two dark shapes blocking the bend of the road but only when we had walked within bowshot could we be certain they were the still bodies of horses.   We paused to confer; the poor beasts were obviously dead, their twisted hides feathered with black fletched arrows. A sudden movement caught our eye,  an arm appeared from behind a fallen horse, it waved weakly then fell back spent.



               My duty was plain.  As my companions readied their bows. I stepped forward briskly, shield up, a javelin poised in my hand.  I was within twenty feet of the dead horses when a flurry of arrows fell around me, I staggered as two sprang back from my shoulders but my mail was sound. Eight goblin archers appeared on the wooden knolls flanking the road, loosing arrows with great speed then  darting back into the undergrowth. The fight was brisk but my javelins felled two, lithe Buddynock's careful darts also claimed victims and Dain's new heavy crossbow proved a slower but devastating weapon. Only Celmar struggled to find a mark but she returned shots bravely, despite the two arrows soon quivering in the wagon next to her. Seven goblins fell, the last, sporting a jaunty red leather cap bolted into the forest.



               Now we recognised the horses of Gundren Stonefoot and Sildar Hallwinter. The poor beasts had clearly been dead some days, the bodies were starting to bloat and small predators had already been busy. It was all too clear what had occurred.  Our enemies must have struggled to shift the carcasses and the waving sleeve was simply a ruse, a man's jacket crudely filled with bracken and yanked on a hidden rope to entice would be rescuers into range.  The pack saddles had all been looted and we also found the cylindrical map case belonging to Gundren, the worn leather inscribed with Dwarven runes and lettering. The round lid swung back on its thong.  The case was empty. 



               "I'm saying a prayer for the horses,"  our Druid spoke with absolute firmness. "Before anything else."



               "No one is arguing," I replied gently.



               Even a cursory search showed tracks leading away to the  north west  and from the broken bushes it was clear heavy items were being carried.   "And more than once," said Celmar, "look where the branches have been snapped before and started growing back. This has not just happened."



               "If they had been killed outright we would have found the bodies close by." I said.  "Gundren Stonefoot is either being held for ransom or-"



              

            "Someone wants him to talk," interrupted Buddynock. "And we know what about!"



               "The place is  near perfect for ambushes," growled Dain.  "Poor Gundren was probably not the first."



               "It begs one question," I added. "Was this a chance encounter or were they waiting for him?"



               "And they pinched his map!" piped up Buddynock.  "That has to mean something. Surely."

              

               "We're not the only ones looking for lost Phandelver, " I nodded.



               We had to investigate further. After collecting my javelins and every spent bolt, arrow and dart still fit for use, we explained matters to my Sisyphos and Flëck the Ox  as we dragged our wagon into the trees.  A scatter of branches and leaves concealed them as best we could, then I led our party deeper into the forest.



               A few hundred yards along this trail I had the good fortune to notice a hidden snare, a tethered rope noose stretched across the path, designed to suspend any unwitting victim upside down from the nearest tree.  I will admit to a moment of quiet pride: I am no ranger and I still managed to save my party from the trap.  Such fine feelings faded a half hour later when I almost blundered headlong into a hidden pit at least ten feet deep, concealed by leaf strewn branches across the trail.  Only by frantically waving both arms backwards like a windmill spun by a Storm Giant, did I keep myself from falling; that and the swift hands of Buddynock seizing the hem of my cloak.  (*)  



               "Well you'd hardly want him grabbing anywhere higher," smiled Celmar once I was safe.  "Especially not with a twist and a shake!" (**)




(*)      Good Buddynock only commented  "easy there Guv!" and gave me a cheery thumbs up with a grubby hand.  At least I prefer to assume it was a thumb, it was rather hard to tell all things considered. I appreciate  Druids are creatures of earthy nature but I still like to think at least some druids do wash occasionally.  Unless permanently dirty hands are simply a Gnomish tactic to avoid any  turn at the evening cooking?

(** )   I had thought High Elves to be austere otherworldly creatures.  Maybe the nature of Sorcery has affects upon manners but Celmar's ribald jokes and carefree merriment were a constant surprise to me. Especially concerning the unexpected uses for a bucket out in the Wilds where well kept privies are only a fond memory. Still I must be tolerant. My order accepts all deemed worthy by their nature and their actions, the Order of Athene makes no distinction for race or social status, the most honourable among us can easily be humble by birth. (***)

(***)     Dain Rocksmiter still promises to explain the jokes to me one day.  (****)

(****)    When he has stopped laughing as well. (*****)

(*****)     Finally.

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            After five miles, proceeding with less quiet pride and all due caution,  the path began climbing and we reached the foot of a good-sized hill, crowned with scrub and brushwood.  The winding trail led to a low cave; alongside burbbled a stream, two feet in depth and icy cold to the touch. A narrow rock ledge at the right side of the stream disappeared into total darkness. Not even my comrades could see far into the cave and the right flank of the entrance was screened by a thick tangle of briars impenetrable to even a small Gnome. Even without knowing goblins lurked close by only a moonstruck fool would have walked straight up to that cave mouth. We needed a plan.



               To my surprise it was Celmar who instantly saw a solution. Please accept I mean no disrespect by this comment. I simply had not deemed any Sorcerer a student of tactics, but her strategy was both ingenious and effective, original and daring; a scheme we instantly decided to adopt. Our new comrade had quickly proved her worth to the Quest and I remember all my initial doubts with shame. Clever Celmar only grew more welcome with each day.



               "Buddynock could pass through all those brambles," suggested our Elven Sorceress.  "One way at least.  If you transform into a weasel!"



               I always remember those words of noble Sokrates: "if I am truly wise it is only because I realise I know nothing." As we live we learn, with time comes skill and during these last ten days, Buddynock Rubyrubb had begun to master a new discipline incredible to any outside his order.  Our valiant Druid was learning to take animal form!  For one solar hour, Buddynock was able to hold the shape of any beast he had ever seen in the flesh.



               "Only a creature which walks or burrows for now!" grinned Buddynock, "but give me time, give me time and one day you will see me fly!" 



               I shared a sudden glance with Dain.  I fear we both had the same disturbing thought.  Unworthy yes, but inevitable and distinctly disturbing. Careless pigeons can be nuisance enough but a mischievous Gnome Druid with an unfettered sense of humour ... ?  



               "We will discuss this further Good Rubyrubb," I replied with brisk and careful heartiness.



               "B ut later,"added Dain, "much later." 



               "It's not fair!" pouted Buddynock, "Anything I suggest gets twisted!"



               "Anything you suggest?"  I added with some feeling.


               
           "Just be glad whenever I turn back to Gnome that all my clothes and kit reappear," sniffed Buddynock.  "Just you consider the alternative.  My beard's not that long!  Especially if the wind's up and I'm running free!"



               "Let's get at those goblins!"  shuddered Dain Rocksmiter.  "Please!"

              

               I am quite aware of the popular opinion of Paladins.  At least when desperate folk are not begging for our aid.  A Paladin thinks only of charging home with  couched lance or raised sword against anything deemed evil. A Paladin is either stiff necked with pride or so ostentatious in his humility a starving dog would turn up his dinner. A Paladin cares for his own good name above the common good. A Paladin is only concerned with ... Enough!  Yes there is some small truth in these assertions but some truth is not the complete  picture.  The crudest assertions of envious and poisoned minds become unchallenged "truth" if they are only repeated often enough. 



               Yes I have known of Paladins who could fit such a description but my Order prizes more than mere sanctity and skill with arms.  We serve Pallas Athene, Grey-Eyed Lady of Wisdom; she who fights only for a righteous cause.  A Paladin of our  Order must be a man or woman of rational thought, of calm logic and learning, a soldier who holds firm to their Sacred Oath but a warrior who relies on wit as much as swordplay.



               Alongside doctrine and debate and all those hours of practice with sword and axe, lance, javelin and bow, my Order insists on the study of History and the Political Arts. Of these one field we make very much our own: the study of strategy and tactics.  Many rulers are pleased to call upon a trained Paladin to command their forces.  Warfare is never simply the headlong charge of armoured knights, each vying for glory above their  fellows, a Paladin must know the correct deployment of horse and foot together, the proper placing of spearmen to hold contested ground or to cover a retreat, the best ordering of archers or a skirmish screen; when to feign flight and draw foes into a trap, how to refuse a flank or commit a reserve, force a river crossing, assault or defend a rampart; the proper maintenance of a marching camp in the field, the ordering of a pack train or siege equipment, all the myriad logistics which form the sinews of cruel war.  And then and only then, the leading of heavy cavalry riding knee to knee in squadron order, helms pulled down, banners flying, charging home with couched lances, then reforming to the sound of trumpets before riding on the enemy yet again.  Disciplined, measured and deadly: lawful order for good. A Paladin must be familiar with the battles and campaigns of the past,  know the reasons for signal successes and doleful defeats.  Courage is never enough: without wisdom and thought a Knight is nothing.



               In all modesty I can claim a knowledge of many past battles and some awareness of why events fell into play.   Yet today I found a woeful deficiency in all my education, I have never before considered the tactical advantages of setting forest rodents to savage an enemy's testicles!


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               We gave Buddynock the Weasel encouraging signs as he prepared to slip through the briars.  He stood up on his hind legs, gave us a long measured stare,  chattered something which made Dain Rocksmiter cough and wound his sinuous way between the brambles.



               “I could explain his last comment if you really want,” Dain said in an offhand fashion.



               “Why? Do we need to know?” asked Celmar with concern.



               “Almost certainly not.” I sighed.  “Everybody ready?  We’ve no real  idea what is going to happen.”



               “Screaming goblins!”  exclaimed Dain.



               “Is that a Dwarvish curse?” asked Celmar.



               “No a description,” muttered Dain, testing the edge of his axe. “Well one goblin screaming, several others doubled up laughing by the sound.  There! Look there!”



               I am reasonably content no tactician anywhere has ever before used such phrases to describe an engagement.  Suddenly a red weasel burst around the corner of the briar patch, a bare forty yards away. It appeared to be spitting as it ran, its long body undulating through the grass as it hurtled toward us.  Now four goblins appeared, three with scimitars drawn, the fourth still frantically patting his legs as he sped after the fleeing weasel, twice trying to stamp on the little animal’s head. 



               Before any goblin could utter a word we were on them. Celmar’s swift arrow slew one, Dain and I quickly killed two more; the surviving goblin opened his mouth to shout a warning then gave a wordless scream of dismay as Buddynock the Weasel slipped back up the leg of his tattered breeches.  The ensuing struggle can best be called 'brief'.  I doubt it was simply the sight of our weapons which made this last goblin surrender so quickly and, in all honesty, I have rarely seen any prisoner ever lie quite so rigid. Buddynock regained his Gnomish form still spitting.



               “No you can’t have a pull on my flask,” said Dain sternly. “Those spirits are for medicinal use only.”



               “This is a medical emergency,” insisted Buddynock with plaintive dignity.  “I’ve just had a goblin’s knack-“



               “That’s enough!” I said.



               “One or both?” asked Celmar, raising an elegant eyebrow.


         

              “There’s a stream just there to rinse your mouth,” suggested Dain Rocksmiter.



               “It’s not fair!” sniffed Buddynock.



               "Spitting I can live with, " murmured Celmar.  "As long as you are not spitting out..."



               "Why is our Paladin holding his head in both hands," asked Buddynock Rubyrubb.





               The cave mouth yawned open before us. Yet first we stood back as Celmar faced our goblin prisoner.  She held her delicate hands high shaping mystic signs from the air as she spoke the words of her spell.  The goblin's scared eyes glazed, his breathing relaxed.  When our Sorcerer told him to rise, our prisoner obeyed without a murmur, standing with utter obedience before her gaze.   It was fortunate Dain Rocksmiter spoke his tongue, we could put our questions clearly without stumbling to find any familiar Common words between us.



               It is never edifying to speak with a goblin.  They are pitiful I suppose, the lackey of any evil creature larger than themselves, but goblins are also treacherous, venal, vicious and quick to seize any chance to inflict pain.  Our charmed prisoner was eager to answer our questions, but could not refrain from boasting even so.  He admitted the ambush on the trail, two prisoners taken, a man and a dwarf, the man remained within, the dwarf was taken to the Leader.  They  enjoyed some fun with the man, but he was not speaking much now. The dwarf never spoke at all.  No he did not know who The Leader was, or where he could find him: the Leader was All Powerful, the Leader was All Mighty, the Leader scattered his enemies like leaves on the wind, the Leader would reward the faithful and bring destruction in blood on all who dared resist him. 



               "Not one for a quick jar, a slap and a giggle then?" asked Buddynock.



               Our prisoner stated twenty or so fellow goblins lurked within the Cragmaw Cavern, together with a wolf pack they were training and their captain.  Even under Celmar's spell, I saw a flicker of fear in the goblin's eye: this Captain appeared to be a creature of fierce temper and ruthless will.  It is so sadly typical of a goblin, they will praise the brutal leader a safe distance away if their renown enhances the goblins' own standing and resent the minor commander actually present for enforcing his will over their own crude desires.


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               It is not a pleasant thing to rob any sentient creature's Will even for one short hour, yet our need was great and time was pressing.  Any rescue would have to succeed on the first attempt for we all knew how goblins treat hostages who no longer have their uses. A Paladin is honour bound not to maltreat captives, but it was hard to maintain any sympathy for our own prisoner once this goblin revealed the cruel treatment meted out to Sildar Hallwinter or when he smiled so happily describing the "training" those wolves were receiving.


               "I will watch him," Dain volunteered,  "he will not get past me, or my axe."



               "Be careful," warned Celmar, "we both must watch for my charm spell wearing off."



               Dain nodded: "You said he will start to twitch and his eyes will blink. I will be ready. I promise."



               So at last we made our way to the noisome cave mouth, pausing to peer inside.  There was no sign of life within, only the icy cold stream gushing out from the heart of the hill.   A narrow stone ledge hugged the rough right side of the cave, it raised us a few feet above the fast flowing water, leading us deeper into darkness and the unknown.



               Our lantern revealed little ahead.  When asked if any traps lay in our path, the goblin answered "he would have no problem." Now our still obedient prisoner led the way , but even so, we inched our way forward, testing each foothold with my javelin; the stone ledge was slippery and required care, but we made good progress.  After twenty feet a chamber opened on the right with a small flight of steps leading down to a lower pit.  At the lowest point of this chamber five emaciated grey wolves their fur matted and filthy, their bodies covered in sores, were chained to rock pillars. The small cavern stank from their droppings, these poor beasts were clearly starving and half mad with thirst, a torture so especially cruel within close earshot of that running stream.  The anger in Buddynock's eyes was very plain to see; and young Celmar was particularly moved at their plight.


(c) Wizards of the Coast


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               Both Dain and our Druid spoke soothing words to the wolves but these poor creatures were too distressed to respond.  At least throwing dried meat from our iron rations did eventually calm them for the wolves fell upon this scant meal with desperate haste.  



               "Yes I would also like to release them immediately Buddynock," I said, "but please have patience, we need to scout the entire cavern before we unchain them.  They could still turn on us if they panic."



               At least now we could pass between the tethered wolves and walk towards the high fissure at the rear of this small cavern.  We clambered over a sloping mound of loose stone to peer up through a narrow natural chimney, canting at a steep angle and worn water smooth long ago. Thirty foot above was another opening and we saw the faint flicker of firelight.  Our charmed prisoner nodded.



               "It will not be any easy climb," said Buddynock, "even for me."



               "And near impossible in armour," added Dain.



               "Look at the prisoner," Celmar said quietly.  "You saw him twitch just then?  My Charm spell is wearing off."



               "How long do we have ?" I asked.



               "A little under a half hour," our Sorcerer suggested.



               "Long enough," growled Dain, "give him the rope and grapple."



               Our goblin prisoner slowly began his ascent, the grappling hook slung over his shoulder, the slim silken rope paying out behind him. Twice he slipped, but his agility was unaffected by our magic, and we saw the goblin reach the high opening above us, saw him firmly fixing the grappling iron over the rock lip.



               "What if he calls out?" Celmar asked.



               "It will be the last call he ever makes," said Dain sighting his heavy crossbow up the chimney.



               Our goblin followed our instructions to the last detail and once the rope was securely attached he began his descent.  Whether he was careless or just unlucky I cannot say, maybe he simply moved too quickly, but we saw his hands fumble on the rope, he slipped, his mouth opened but he was falling too fast already. We heard his head crack against the side of the chimney, the goblin fell twenty feet without a sound.


               He lay sprawled at our feet, face bloodied, head at an unnatural angle.  Dain examined him and stepped back helpless. "Neck broken" was all he could say. 


               Now Buddynock Rubyrubb took a last deep breath and grasped the silken rope with both small hands. "Wish me luck! Seriously wish me luck."



               "If only you could turn into a bird or bat," I heard myself saying the very obvious out loud.



               Our Gnome gave me a very level look; "You know that honestly never occurred to me!" 



               "Just leave your  buc-," Dain sighed, "leave Wilson behind. Please."


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               Our hearts were in our mouths as we saw Buddynock make the same ascent.  With his natural agility uncompromised by his light armour and with that firm line already in place, our Druid was soon safely at the upper opening. We saw him inch his head over the lip of rock.  Buddynock paused to survey the scene, waved, and climbed down the chimney to rejoin us.              



               His news was worrying.  "Five or so goblins at least, it's a larger cave and there are many barrels and bales piled in the centre, there could be even more I could not see.  The chimney opens out about five feet above the floor.  Easy enough to jump down once you are up there."



               "Any sign of a prisoner," Celmar asked.  "Sildar?"



               "Not a whisker," replied Buddynock, "but I think I saw their Captain.  A bloody big Buggebear with a spiked club a dragon could pick his teeth with."



               "A Buggebear?"  asked Celmar.



               "We call them Uruk-hai," I replied.  "Large, strong, vicious and very dangerous."



               "We could probably surprise them if we all leap  down from the chimney," said Buddynock, "but..."



               "Yes?" sighed Dain Rocksmiter.



               "There is only space for a pair of us at the opening at a time," said Buddynock and there was no hint of humour in his manner.



               "So two of us would be fighting alone in the chamber waiting for the others to climb the rope and join them?" I asked.


               "Asking for trouble." Dain growled.  I was glad he agreed with me, glad Celmar and Buddynock were also nodding.



               "There must be another way in," I said.  "Let's return to the ledge and follow the stream."



               "The goblins will be changing those sentries outside at some point," Dain suggested, "we can't have much time left."



               "At least these wolves are not so hungry now," Buddynock's smile was grim. "Look."  It was only then we realised the famished wolves had fallen on the corpse of our late prisoner, tearing the body to pieces in their hunger.  More than ever I was glad we had not released them from their chains just yet.



               So once more we inched our way forward along the narrow ledge at the side of the stream. After twenty feet the passage began curving to the right.  Another tunnel opened on the left hand wall, the running water was between us, I raised our lantern but we could only see a rough hewn passage disappearing into the rock.  Ahead of us the tunnel roof was far higher, at least fifteen foot I think and a dilapidated wooden bridge stretched from side to side. We stared into the darkness, we could hear no movement, no sign of life but Celmar's bright eyes suddenly widened in alarm.  "I hear rumbling, it's getting louder!"



               Suddenly a wall of water rounded the curving passage and hurtled towards us, the white crested waves almost reaching the roof of the tunnel.  For a moment we froze in horror as the roaring torrent bore down upon us, I heard someone shouting as if far away. We leapt across the stream, leapt desperately for the side tunnel on the left. I landed jarring my knee, the lantern by some miracle still alight, I heard the thud as heavy Dain made the jump beside me; graceful Celmar leapt cleanly without a sound. Three of us only, poor Buddynock still swayed on the narrow ledge; his eyes wide with horror behind his brass goggles.



               "A rope throw him a rope!" Dain shouted.



               "Hang on Buddynock! " I bawled.



               "Drop low! " Celmar cried.



               For a heartbeat our Druid clung desperately to the ledge, inclining his little body against the flood, but alas, the surging water swallowed him up and swept him away, we saw his green hood break surface for a moment, we saw his little arms frantically waving as the cold wave crashed around him and carried him from our sight.  "Goblin Bast a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-a-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-d-d-d-d-d-d-d-s-s-s-s-s-!!!"


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                Before we could even think of helping poor Buddynock we heard pounding feet from the western end of the tunnel as a dozen goblins, eyes blazing, crooked swords raised, charged down the passage towards us.  There was no time for talking, brave Dain and I rushed to meet their attack, standing side by side in that narrow tunnel our weapons glinting in our hands.  Dain Rocksmiter and I fought desperately  as Celmar loosed careful arrows over our heads, for these goblins were shouting loud enough to wake the dead and we knew any other creatures in these caves had surely heard their cries.  Good Dain Rocksmiter is a brisk hand with a battle axe and my own swordplay is respectable.  These goblins were brave enough lying in ambush or torturing helpless prisoners, but they proved less able to withstand determined foes clad in armour. Their greater numbers counted for little in such a confined space. The stones were soon slippery with their blood.



               I was dimly aware of more rushing water from the first tunnel, but there was no leisure to stand and stare. We heard sudden frantic footsteps close behind us. His little legs pounding Buddynock Rubyrubb hurtled round the corner, scimitar clenched in his right hand, iron rimmed bucket still in his left, a sodden knapsack bouncing against his back, his dark green hood askew, his bronze goggles shining in our lantern light, more goblin warriors close behind and gaining with every step. Buddynock ignoring the black fletched arrow piercing the very tip of his hood, saw us and screeched to a halt, whirling round to face his pursuers, his eyes gleaming, his scimitar raised in dripping fury.  I do not speak fluent Gnomish but I know a few phrases.  Our Druid uttered a war cry from deep within his soul, a bellow of pure passion and fury. I could not make out every word and some Gnomish customs are still very new to me.  No one could mistake the anger and defiance in his voice, yet Buddynock only seemed to be shouting these goblins showed great active affection to their maternal relatives. (*)



               Our good Gnome had been washed clean outside the caves and left lying face down in the mud, soaked through, blinking in the sunlight and spitting.  When resolute Buddynock, squelching with every step, attempted to rejoin his party by daring that narrow ledge a second time, he was greeted by a goblin arrow through his hood and the sight of a second sudden wall of water rushing towards him, the white waves licking at the high cavern ceiling.  This time, our Druid leapt successfully into our own side tunnel, but another dozen screaming Goblins were hard on his heels and closing .



               I am horribly conscious my next action exposed young Celmar to grave risk, yet in these circumstances I truly had no choice.  Dain was living up to his clan name and smiting Goblins with each swing of Grom as Celmar's arrows flew with deadly precision along that narrow passage.  A dozen goblins had charged us from the west and we had left all but three stretched in their own blood on the tunnel floor, Dain could surely slay these remaining foes as I turned to stand side by side with Buddynock to face the second horde now attacking us from the east. 




(*) I say this with no mockery but the smell of wet gnome can scarcely be imagined. 
Or maybe it's just Forest Gnome Druids.
Or possibly  just Buddynock Rubyrubb…



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               The tunnel was a sea of snarling faces as Buddynock and I stood shoulder to waist in defiance.  Goblin scimitars clashed against my shield and his iron banded bucket as our own blades cut deep in return.  Behind us I was dimly conscious of our comrades standing firm and Celmar dropping her bow as one desperate goblin slipped past busy Dain. She parried his sweeping sword cut with her staff, our Elven sorceress might lack armour but Celmar was far too nimble for his blade to bite, next bright sparks shot from her free hand, the goblin stood helpless and twitching, his bestial face contorted with pain until Dain ended his woes a heartbeat later.



               I slew three goblins in swift succession, brave Buddynock ending his own opponent, yet to my dismay I saw their tyrannical captain charging towards me, his long fangs bared, his vicious spiked mace raised ready.  These Uruk-hai, by some named Buggebears are fearsome in combat, his first blow slammed against my helm and shoulder and  but for my fine mail and shield I would have been killed outright. I reeled back, the wind knocked from my body.  The wavering goblins redoubled their cries, the Uruk-hai raised his mace to finish me,  he swung, I caught his blow on my battered shield, summoning all my strength and calling on Grey-Eyed Athene to guide me, my cracked voice bellowing I swung my blade up and out and down, cleaving through his helm and head, skull and brain pan, the stone dead Uruk-hai fell at my feet. 



               Still half dazed, I still charged forward. Our dismayed enemies faltered but the dead Uruk-hai's tame wolf crouched low to spring at my throat. This was no suffering beast, I dislike the hurting of any animal yet now there was no time and no choice, I passed my sword swiftly through the wolf even as Buddynock’s dextrous swordplay slew the next goblin facing him. Dain Rocksmiter and Celmar had cleared our flank and on seeing their comrades and leader fall the surviving seven  goblins fled headlong in panic, running pell mell for their lives out and away.



               "Cheeky bugger hit me!" exclaimed Buddynock, pulling the black fletched arrow from the tip of his hood. "Remember the goblin who legged it after the ambush?  Nippy little sod in a red cap? He was the sentry up on the bridge!  Both times!  Soaked me woolly vest and he got me with an arrow!"



               "I hate to break this to you," said Dain Rocksmiter, his face composed very carefully, "but your 'friend' got away again."



               Buddynock's face was composed far more expressively on hearing this news.



               I was conscious again of our great good fortune and how narrow the margin between victory and defeat, survival and death.  If those waves of water had scattered our Party even more, if our foes had attacked from both ends of the tunnel simultaneously, if that Buggebear had struck me to the ground with his first attack, we surely would have all been overwhelmed. That is not a fate I want to consider in any detail: we all know how goblins treat their prisoners.


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               Now I called again on the divine majesty of Athene to speed my recovery.  Keeping a wary eye for any renewed attack from behind, but considering the speed of the goblins' panicked flight this seemed most unlikely, we carefully moved down the westward tunnel.  It opened into a larger cavern, strewn with filth and the shabby trinkets of our foes. 



               A second tunnel led away to the north but our eyes were inevitably drawn to the natural rock shelf at the rear of this chamber, at least ten feet above the cavern floor, a crude wooden ladder linking the two. A large goblin stood poised and ready, a long bone knife clutched in one hand, a bound and clearly injured human resting on the very edge of the shelf. He screamed a warning, his cracked voice loaded with desperation and fear.  If we attempted any attack he would push his wounded prisoner. The man was balanced on the very brink, the arrow or spell which slew the goblin would certainly send the helpless captive falling head first to the cavern floor. With casual innocence I called out a word of command, hoping our foe would drag the prisoner back from the edge.  The goblin blinked but my spell had no effect. I swore in dismay under my breath, but at least the foolish creature did not realise my word of power was an attempt to overcome him. (*)



               "It was worth a try," whispered Celmar.  "Even so." 



               For maybe the simple fact of my speaking found us all a solution. The goblin's red eyes flickered wildly as he licked his dark lips, one hand still clutching his long knife, the other holding the prisoner's shoulders.  He was terrified, that was very clear, yet because we had spoken he found his own nerve and replied.  The goblin's offer was simple: the hostage's life in exchange for his liberty.  That was all well and good, but this goblin also insisted we stand with our backs to him facing the cavern wall, while he slipped down the tunnel and escaped. 



               "What choice do we have?" I said.  "Our priority has to be that hostage." 



               "No lone goblin would dare attack four foes armed and ready, " said Dain with careful resolution, "and no goblin has any mastery of sudden magics.  We will be safe enough."



               "You really trust him?"  Celmar asked in surprise.



               "As long as we still have weapons in our hands," Buddynock nodded grimly.



               Even so, we stood in silence our senses screaming as our treacherous enemy slunk down the ladder and raced past us for the tunnel, his iron shod feet almost striking sparks from the cold rock in his haste.  I suppose we should be thankful this goblin recognised a Paladin’s emblem and trusted a Paladin’s word.  Had we driven him to despair the prisoner would surely have perished.



(*)   Yes Paladins do on rare occasions swear.  Usually hoping no one can overhear them.


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               We found nothing of worth or interest in the cavern but gave thanks we had rescued noble Sildar Hallwinter, lying bound, blindfolded and gagged, stripped of mail and sword, cruelly treated for goblins can be most creative when they have both time and opportunity, but clinging to life all the same.  We made Sildar comfortable and tended the worst of his wounds, but I saw the black despair in his face whenever he recalled the nightmare hours of his captivity.  Even the bravest veteran fears death alone in the dark, far from friends and family. Poor Sildar's body would recover long before his mind.             



               Time was passing. This was no safe place to rest, for who could say what else might still be lurking in these caves. Sildar could still walk, after a fashion, and I leant him my shield and javelins. Within the hour we set off again down the northern tunnel. I led the way, then came Buddynock, injured Sildar in the middle, next Celmar, her most potent spells spent, but her short bow ready in her hands and Dain Rocksmiter guarding our rear.



               This new tunnel climbed steeply, Dain reckoned by ten to fifteen feet and soon inclined eastward to end in a steep drop spanned by that  slipshod wooden bridge we had seen earlier. It seemed safest to cross one by one but even so the rotting timbers still creaked under our weight. As I looked down to our right I could see the narrow ledge we had first walked and that ice cold shallow stream bubbling down to the waiting daylight. It seemed a year since we had first entered the cavern.



               Ahead the sound of falling water grew ever louder. Our tunnel led to another larger chamber, damp, empty and even colder but we now solved one mystery: the source of those sudden floods sweeping through the caves.  Our lantern revealed a narrow waterfall dropping from some crevice high in the eastern wall. These cunning goblins had diverted some of the water within the two stone pens occupying most of this chamber. Whenever their sentry on the bridge had signalled, goblins pulled away wooden boards to let first one, then the second pent up pool of water gush down the central tunnel to swamp any invaders of their home.  The waterfall would refill those reservoirs in time. A crude defence true, but all too effective all the same.  Dain, Celmar and myself were just enough to withstand that first goblin attack, if only one or two of us had leapt clear of the sudden flood we might well have been overwhelmed by that fierce initial onslaught.



               It was very clear the entire cavern had united against us.  The lair of the Uruk-hai captain only held the same tawdry litter strewn across a floor daubed with the droppings of both goblin and wolf. The embers of a fire pit smouldered fitfully within a circle of blackened stones but there was no sign of Gundren or his map, nor the armour and blade of Hallwinter.  A small wooden chest had been clearly used as a bench and we could not miss the half-dozen barrels and crates piled against the far chamber wall.  I investigated with caution, grateful for the levelled javelin in my hand.



               "They are just boxes of provisions: flour, apples, lamp oil too I think. Each is marked with a lion d'azur rampant on a field blanc, " I called back to the others.


               “What?” said Buddynock.  “Is he off again?  Does anybody understand this stuff?”



               “A blue lion rampant on a white shield,” I sighed.



               " Rampant? Did he say rampant? That's a bit bold for an emblem!" Celmar raised one elegant eyebrow. "Exactly what sort of supplies are in those boxes?  They certainly don’t sound baby hobbit friendly.”



               "Rampant just means he is standing up," I replied with tactful speed, but a tad too hastily. "NO!  On his hind legs!  You ... err ... thought   ...  oh dear!"



               The thoughtful moment was eventually broken by Buddynock. " I’ve seen a tavern sign with a black unicorn who was definitely not just ‘standing’  standing up. Looking back over his shoulder he was. Very, very bendy.  He definitely did not need anyone else for fun at the end of the week…"



               It is not that Buddynock Rubyrubb necessarily ignores polite convention.  Most times he is simply unaware of it. 



               "The Improbable Unicorn," our Druid continued, "Old Happy Horn to his friends. I remember a good time there last Spring Solstice.  There were six of us on the bar, and two underneath, my cousin Fonkin was doing his special trick and with the whistle too this time, when..."



               Dain quietly nudged me.  Sildar Hallwinter was starting to stare into space again.



               "... the duck escaped out the window just before the Watch crashed in shouting and waving our cabbage and the wooden plunger," beamed Buddynock. "No sense of humour some Big People.  Or any sense of adventure!"



               "Those goods are all looted from the Lionshield Coster," said Sildar grimly as he resolutely held his gaze above crumpled green hood height. "The trading company.  You must know them."



               "So not just one ambush on the Triboar trail," Dain nodded.  "These goblins have been busy."



               "But no more prisoners?" asked Celmar.  "There would have been carters and an escort. A dozen or more surely?"



               "Best not to ask," Buddynock shook his head sadly.  "If no ransom seemed likely they just would have ... well, I take it you expect me to open that chest?"


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               "There is nothing obviously suspicious," said Dain.  "I've looked carefully and it seems just a simple wooden box."



               Our Druid's expression could best be described as 'resigned' as he laid out his linen roll of thieves' tools.



               "I miss poor Espida," sighed Dain.  "But I'm sure he would be glad they were still being used."



               "Maybe," said our Druid, as he gingerly prodded the wooden chest with a curved steel lock pick, the tip of his tongue protruding in concentration. "But he really knew how they worked. This is largely guesswork, jiggle and hope."



               After checking most carefully for hidden traps, clever Buddynock beamed as the lock clicked open. Inside the chest we found 600 copper pieces, 110 silver coins, two potions of healing, their red contents swirled in the firelight as we held them aloft and a small jade statuette of a frog with tiny golden orbs for eye.  "Not exactly Fafnir's hoard but it will keep us fed for a few weeks," said Buddynock with no small satisfaction.



               "I am confident the Lionshield Coster will pay for the return of all those stolen goods," said Sildar Hallwinter. "That outpost in Phandalin is nearest.  You still have Stonefoot's wagon?"



               "Hopefully still concealed near the trail," I said. "We did our best to cover our tracks."



               "Let's get out of this stinking cave," pleaded Buddynock. "I'm wet, I'm cold. I want a proper fire and I want to change."



               "You have spare clothes back at the camp?" asked Celmar.



               "Ah.  There's a thought.  My pack is soaked too.  Damn.  Unless, "Buddynock grinned up at Dain. "Someone nearly my size could loan me. Just for the night you understand! Could loan me a spare set of ... err .... well everything."



               Our stalwart Cleric appeared to be meditating. At least his eyes were shut, his breathing heavy.



               "Charity is a respected virtue good Dain," I added brightly.



               Good Dain considered, groaned, nodded and sighed.


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               The light was failing and poor Sildar Hallwinter clearly needed to rest, yet none of us were willing to sleep within these sprawling caverns. We first took pains to free the five starving wolves from their filthy pen. Dain and Buddynock spoke with the beasts before we slipped their chains and the cruelly used wolves fled into the forest without showing any aggression. 



               Our return journey proved a weary and most unwelcome march, especially carrying all those looted goods. We were stumbling  in utter exhaustion when we finally regained the main trail and found our wagon, ox, and mule still soundly hidden under the trees. Our supper was brief and cheerless, but at least we felt a little safer behind our trusty wagon and a crude barricade of crates and barrels.



               Sildar's injuries were more grievous than he had first admitted; indeed a lesser man would not have survived the goblins' torments.  He still declined any healing potion despite our earnest entreaties but Sildar Hallwinter eventually agreed to drink a potion if we were attacked by any overwhelming force during the night. Did he deny himself from some self-hatred, some bitter shame at being taken prisoner?  We did not really know the man, we could not say.  All I could do was insist poor Sildar slept while my comrades and myself took turn to stand sentry.



               Lacking the keen darkvision of my comrades it made sense for me to take the last watch when the night is more grey and dawn is just below the horizon.  Despite my weariness I was alert enough to bellow a warning as four of the Cragmaw Cavern goblins attempted to surprise us.  My shouted word of command failed again, but three goblins still died quickly on our blades; the sole survivor  fled for his life back into the forest, our parting arrows cutting through the leaves.



             Something about him seemed familiar. "Oh not him again please!" shouted a furious Buddynock. "Not that wedlock deficient goat breeder in the damned red cap back for more!  Who missed him this time?”  (*)



               With daylight we resumed our journey, forging ahead down the winding Triboar Trail, as the rutted road swung to the east.  Sildar Hallwinter slowly regained his strength, aided by sound rest each night and my own healing arts together with the prayers of Dain Rocksmiter.  Poor Sildar was a heavy load for my mule but Sisyphos bore his weight without extreme complaint. The few remaining goblins made no attempt to attack again and towards evening on the second day the scattered dwellings of Phandalin appeared before us.





(*)  I must develop my understanding of basic Gnomish.  I fear my translations barely grasp the meaning in Buddynock's  ardent words.  I do note how good Dain Rockmsmiter, a Dwarf of Honest Piety is prone to hastily raising his shield in front of his face anytime Buddynock speaks with such passion, the noble dwarf must clearly understand Gnomish better than myself. Is the sudden shaking that affects Dain some unknown malady? 




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NOTE   I:



               I earnestly wish this chronicle to stand as an accurate, thorough and honest account of our endeavours, yet I must confess to omitting certain details all the same.



               No adventurer could wish for finer comrades yet the frequent and helpless merriment of Celmar and Buddynock still baffles me, not to mention the sight of noble Dain Rocksmiter, Cleric and Healer near helpless with laughter and stuffing his long beard into his mouth to still the noise.



               What did I say?



               I simply commented "that Uruk-hai gave me such a powerful blow he left me staggering, half dazed and breathless, but still on my feet all the same. My eyes were swimming, he thought I was helpless, he smiled as he raised his mighty weapon in both hands, he stepped towards me, but I finished him instead!  Did you see him go down, did you see me take him with just one single blow!   



               Do they think me vulgar for mocking a fallen enemy?  I did not meet to sound triumphant in any way, my jubilation was simple relief at surviving such a dangerous encounter.



               Maybe I will ask them to explain?



               Maybe that will be best.



               Perhaps... 




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NOTE   I I:



               I confess I have troubled thoughts regarding these goblins. It is true they are treacherous, full of cruel malice, grasping and venal.  Goblins are vicious if they gather in large numbers, yet cowardly and subservient whenever they are alone. Their nature is all too plain and all too unpleasant.



               Yet what else can they ever be?  What else have they the chance to be?  Are their brutal faults intrinsic to their natures and immutable as stone or merely the product of all the cruelties they have endured since their earliest days.  Squalid joyless lives, an endless succession of violence and scheming, bullied from above, dragged down from below, their only birth right contempt and disgust. 



               Are goblins truly born to commit evil?  Inevitably without choice or forethought, are they simply creatures of darkness with no chance of redemption?  We loathe and fear the evil around us: the brutal orc and savage troll, the bestial grimlock and ravening ghoul.  We are right to fear them yet they are far from alone.



                Some foul deeds are surely born of need, of lack of thought or simple insanity, some are born of pain and despair or desperation.  Such deeds are no less foul, such deeds still cause hideous suffering, but there is some reason for them happening all the same.



               Surely true unmitigated evil is when that evil is freely chosen without the coercion of circumstance, and surely, if that is our yardstick then orcs and trolls are indeed far from alone. What of the human mage, lurking in some dark tower, willingly seeking the power to destroy his neighbours; what of the human warlords who wantonly seize any and every chance to hack and slay, rape, steal and burn? They were not born to such a path, they cannot blame nature and heritage, such humans choose their destiny for themselves. Surely these are also truly evil?  Maybe even more foul? 



               I cannot say, I cannot be sure. Not now, perhaps not ever. I will simply do what I must.  I will protect the innocent and serve justice, come what may, until death claims me or age takes me. And hope for some better way for us all. Justice is not vengeance.  Justice seeks reparation, a kinder life to come, a desperate hope for change. Justice has a generous soul.  Vengeance seeks nothing but selfish satisfaction, the cold savouring of pain repaid, of fear exchanged for fear.  We all have these feelings within us, we all have this potential and when we are hurt, when we feel fury, these feeling rise and surge and threaten to sweep us forward , feelings which drown all rational thought and kindly empathy with a dark howl for blood. But surely if there is any hope at all, there must be hope for some better way. We must be more than mere cold vengeance. We must be more.






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